104 - Courtney Tilla with Javi Mac

[00:00:00] Speaker A: When was the last time you had balls hit your mouth? [00:00:01] Speaker B: Recently. I love balls hitting my mouth. Yeah, absolutely. I'm married, I have four kids, and then I'm an adult. Star holes filled, slapped, choking, spitting. [00:00:12] Speaker A: How do you like to receive the load? [00:00:13] Speaker B: I want it inside. I will make six figures plus real low. [00:00:39] Speaker A: I'm Hoppy Mac. We're here on the Kiss and Tell podcast. I'm here with Courtney Tillia. [00:00:44] Speaker B: Yes. Thank you so much for having me. [00:00:46] Speaker A: Of course. Thanks for joining in. Thanks for. We made some cool content. [00:00:49] Speaker B: Made some great. I just rewatched them and they're so funny. [00:00:52] Speaker A: What's funny about it? What do you like the most? [00:00:54] Speaker B: They're just, like, the reactions and the facial expressions and the, like, impromptu ness of them are really good. [00:01:01] Speaker A: Yeah, we really, like, played with those balls for a second. [00:01:04] Speaker B: Wait, I tried to catch them in my mouth. [00:01:06] Speaker A: Oh, you did? [00:01:07] Speaker B: Yeah. If you watch closely, you'll see it smack me in the mouth. [00:01:11] Speaker A: Okay, good. I'll watch it. Okay. The ball pit we were in when we were in. [00:01:14] Speaker B: Oh, yeah, let's clarify. [00:01:15] Speaker A: Let's clarify. They don't know. [00:01:16] Speaker B: Yes. [00:01:16] Speaker A: Then we had a ball pit. The ball pit. [00:01:18] Speaker B: Ball hit me in the back. [00:01:19] Speaker A: Okay, got it. Not like a man's ball. Not my balls. [00:01:22] Speaker B: Not your balls. [00:01:23] Speaker A: When was the last time you had balls hit your mouth? [00:01:25] Speaker B: Oh, recently. I love balls hitting my mouth. Yeah, absolutely. [00:01:29] Speaker A: Really? What, like, what happened? [00:01:31] Speaker B: Well, I am married. [00:01:33] Speaker A: Okay. [00:01:34] Speaker B: So, like. [00:01:34] Speaker A: And your fans know you're married? [00:01:36] Speaker B: Yes, it's very public knowledge. [00:01:37] Speaker A: Okay. Okay. [00:01:39] Speaker B: And so, like, yeah, I have his balls in my mouth all the time. [00:01:42] Speaker A: What do you like about it? You like it being smacked with some soft things? Or do you just like. [00:01:45] Speaker B: Yeah, they're like, squishy. They're fun. They're like a stress relief. They're like. Oh. [00:01:50] Speaker A: Do you ever just play with him when he's just, like, watching tmz? [00:01:56] Speaker B: Totally. Just, like, reach over and get a little stress release. Just a little foggy. [00:02:00] Speaker A: And he's like, stop. You know, that's the whole thing. [00:02:04] Speaker B: It's a thing. [00:02:04] Speaker A: That's great. Speaking of tmz, you're on tmz. [00:02:07] Speaker B: I've been in TMZ several times. Yeah. I have a direct connection in there. So it all happened one day. I was honestly on the phone with my friend. [00:02:16] Speaker A: Okay. [00:02:16] Speaker B: And I got this, like, 310 phone number, California number, calling me. And I have children. Everybody knows this as well. [00:02:23] Speaker A: How many children? [00:02:24] Speaker B: A total of four. Two of which I birthed. [00:02:27] Speaker A: Two of which. Okay, where the other Two come from. [00:02:29] Speaker B: My husband's and I've helped raise them for going on 14 years. [00:02:32] Speaker A: 14 years. So like when they were like, little. [00:02:34] Speaker B: Little. [00:02:34] Speaker A: Two, three. [00:02:35] Speaker B: No, like eight. [00:02:36] Speaker A: Eight, okay. Eight's an interesting age. [00:02:38] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:02:39] Speaker A: Because like, when you started raising them, they're like, you're not my mama. [00:02:42] Speaker B: But they were always loving towards me. But yes, that is that age. It's like, I don't have to listen to you. [00:02:47] Speaker A: I don't have to listen to you. Yeah, yeah. Okay. [00:02:49] Speaker B: So I thought it was my kids school calling, saying, like, you know, one's sick or something. And they're like, hi, Courtney, this is tmz. Do you have a second? And let me be clear, I've always loved tmz. [00:03:01] Speaker A: I'll be on tmz. What the hell? [00:03:02] Speaker B: I know. I was like, I always wanted to be in tmz, so I shit myself a little bit. [00:03:06] Speaker A: You did? Just a little bit. [00:03:07] Speaker B: I was so excited. Yeah. I was like, oh, my God. [00:03:10] Speaker A: Oh, my God. I like that. [00:03:11] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:03:12] Speaker A: And so the first time, like, it was just. They just wanted to ask you about. [00:03:17] Speaker B: Yeah. Because of the onlyfans porn ban. They wanted to talk to me about that. Cause I had been in the news, in the New York Post and People magazine for that. So they wanted their own take on. [00:03:27] Speaker A: It for being a school teacher. [00:03:30] Speaker B: That was different. [00:03:31] Speaker A: That was different. [00:03:31] Speaker B: Yeah. So it came out in 2021 that I was a schoolteacher turned only fans model. [00:03:35] Speaker A: Right. [00:03:36] Speaker B: And then the porn ban happened and I spoke up on behalf of creators about it. And so they. So I was the, like, kind of person in the news for the creator side of it. [00:03:48] Speaker A: And what's your opinion? [00:03:51] Speaker B: My thought was that it was very general, like, what you think is porn or what I think is porn or sexual content may differ. [00:03:59] Speaker A: So the language was too vague. [00:04:01] Speaker B: Very vague. Yes, very vague. And we found out about it at the same time as the rest of the world. And so tell us, give us a heads up. Because that does change so many people's income. [00:04:12] Speaker A: Oh, 100%. [00:04:13] Speaker B: And what we're doing and how we're able to support not just ourselves, but families. A lot of people of creators are supporting parents or grandparents or different projects. So it's just like, can we just like figure this out together and work together to figure out what this means for you as a platform, as a money distributor, as for us as well. So it was us kind of going back and forth through the media. That's what it turned out to be. [00:04:35] Speaker A: What was the ban for the people that don't know. And what was the verdict that we ended up figuring out? [00:04:40] Speaker B: Yeah, so they just said that there was gonna be a porn ban. That's all that was stated, bae, as. [00:04:44] Speaker A: In what, the state of California? [00:04:46] Speaker B: No, as in CEO of OnlyFans. [00:04:48] Speaker A: Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Of course. I remember this. Yes, of course. That was crazy. [00:04:52] Speaker B: And so everybody was, like, kind of panicking. Cause everyone's like, what does this mean for us? [00:04:56] Speaker A: Oh, yeah, they retracted quick on that one. [00:04:57] Speaker B: I've never seen that. Two hours. Yeah. [00:04:59] Speaker A: I've never seen a company retract. They were like, we're standing for this. Wait. [00:05:05] Speaker B: Yeah. And it was me and them going back and forth through the New York Post is how it started. Yeah. [00:05:11] Speaker A: That's crazy. [00:05:12] Speaker B: And so I was. Yeah, it worked out to be totally fine, but it was just a whole. It was a whole thing for 72 hours. [00:05:20] Speaker A: Right, right. That was wild. So You've been on Dr. Phil? [00:05:23] Speaker B: I have been on Dr. Phil, yes. They contacted me and were like, we'd love to have you on the show. And I was like, absolutely not. I'm not going on to be berated by Dr. Phil and his audience. [00:05:33] Speaker A: Okay. You don't want to be, like, a catch me outside girl. [00:05:36] Speaker B: Absolutely. Do I want the viralness of it? Absolutely. But did I want to get, like, reamed by him and his audience turned against me? Not really. [00:05:44] Speaker A: You didn't want to. [00:05:45] Speaker B: I really want that. But they were like, absolutely not. He's gonna be. He's super chill. He's super kind, and he was. [00:05:51] Speaker A: He was. [00:05:52] Speaker B: He was. [00:05:52] Speaker A: Okay. What. What was the experience with the doctor? [00:05:55] Speaker B: He honestly, like, super. I would say even, like, maybe cold a little bit. And, like, not. Not because of, like, well, maybe because of what I do. But, like, just, like, doesn't really interact with his guests. He's, like, there. It's like, the kind of person who's, like, there to do the job, and that's it. [00:06:13] Speaker A: Do you think that's why he stopped? He was just phone it in. He was just bored of the show. [00:06:16] Speaker B: That there's some. There's some financial things. I'm still friends with the producers, so I know I let them know. Too much? [00:06:22] Speaker A: Oh, you know. Too much. Yeah, yeah, yeah. [00:06:25] Speaker B: There's other things involved. [00:06:26] Speaker A: I got it. So speaking of financial things, you do really good on Onlyfans. [00:06:30] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:06:31] Speaker A: What's your average month? [00:06:33] Speaker B: It depends, because the media obviously has a huge impact on that. And so, like, I will make six figures plus. [00:06:41] Speaker A: Okay. [00:06:42] Speaker B: Every month when media happens. But I make, like, multiple five Figures every month. [00:06:47] Speaker A: Oh, look at that. [00:06:47] Speaker B: I always say at least the teacher's salary. [00:06:50] Speaker A: At least. At least a teacher's salary. [00:06:53] Speaker B: Teacher's salary is 40k a year. [00:06:57] Speaker A: You gotta make 40k a month. Have you ever made a 7 figure month? [00:07:01] Speaker B: Not yet. [00:07:02] Speaker A: It's coming, right? [00:07:03] Speaker B: It's coming. [00:07:03] Speaker A: It's coming. [00:07:04] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:07:05] Speaker A: What do you think? Would have to like. You have to get in the media, do something crazy. [00:07:09] Speaker B: Media. We have our own television show out now. So like those things. [00:07:12] Speaker A: What is that? [00:07:13] Speaker B: It's about my family's life because Barstool. Spoiler Barstool Sports quoted me as the new American dream. Our family. Because I'm married, I have four kids, I got the dogs, I work in dog rescue. And then I'm a adult star. And so they're like, it's like this very normal life and this very taboo side. So the television show is about our. [00:07:35] Speaker A: Lives and what does your husband do for a living? [00:07:38] Speaker B: He is my co star. But also we do life coaching business as well. [00:07:42] Speaker A: Wow. What type of life coaching? [00:07:44] Speaker B: Like helping people to create the life that they want. We started that before we started Onlyfans. [00:07:48] Speaker A: Oh, really? That's not related. [00:07:49] Speaker B: Not related. We started that before. [00:07:52] Speaker A: So how many people you think that have taken your life coaching are now doing onlyfans and adults? [00:07:59] Speaker B: It's a split. There's definitely people who are like. That is definitely not my career. I work with a lot of nine to five business women who work in corporate America. And then I do work with porn stars. Onlyfans, girls and stuff. So it's like a split. Like I work with very conservative women and then also your adult stars. [00:08:21] Speaker A: Ah, okay. So speaking of adult stars, speaking of your husband, all that. I know we talked about the balls on your face and everything like that, but how do you like to receive the load? Like, do you like it on your face? You like to swallow? Like, where do you want it? [00:08:33] Speaker B: I would want it inside. [00:08:35] Speaker A: Inside your mouth? [00:08:36] Speaker B: Inside my pussy? [00:08:37] Speaker A: Inside your pussy. Okay. [00:08:39] Speaker B: That's my favorite. [00:08:40] Speaker A: Really? [00:08:40] Speaker B: Yeah. Cause then you can feel. [00:08:41] Speaker A: Is it the end of dorphins? [00:08:42] Speaker B: Yeah, like, then you can feel the like pulsing and all of the like explosiveness. That's my favorite. Number two, I'm gonna go down the line for you. [00:08:50] Speaker A: Okay, let's go, let's go, let's go. [00:08:52] Speaker B: Okay, number two would be on the clit. [00:08:54] Speaker A: On the clit. That's very specific. [00:08:56] Speaker B: Yeah, because it's like the warm wet sensation of it and like the landing of it. [00:09:01] Speaker A: Oh, okay. Okay. [00:09:03] Speaker B: That's it. That's the list. That's it. [00:09:06] Speaker A: That's it. [00:09:06] Speaker B: Everything else, like, I'm good with, like, mouth, face, tits, ass, all of that. But, like, those two for me are like. [00:09:13] Speaker A: Okay, okay, that's good. Well, how do you feel about when your guy intentionally or unintentionally puts it in your eye? Like, semen gets in your eye. [00:09:22] Speaker B: Ooh, I have had that before. [00:09:23] Speaker A: How does that feel? Is it, like, horrible or is it like, why the heck. [00:09:27] Speaker B: It's not the worst. [00:09:28] Speaker A: It's not the worst. [00:09:28] Speaker B: No. I'm more like, ah, fuck, my eyelashes is more the problem. [00:09:32] Speaker A: You do have very nice eyelashes. [00:09:34] Speaker B: Thank you. So that's more of the. I'm like, oh, shit. Like, now these are messed up the eye. We'll rinse that, we'll be fine. But the eyelashes, the eyelash. [00:09:42] Speaker A: Okay, this is good. It seems like your husband has a very great life. [00:09:47] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:09:47] Speaker A: You really set this up for him. [00:09:50] Speaker B: He does a lot as well with the co star. Raising children. He runs his own life coaching business. He gets a lot of shit. [00:09:57] Speaker A: We have different life coaching businesses. [00:09:59] Speaker B: We have different and together. [00:10:01] Speaker A: Wow. Y' all busy? [00:10:02] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:10:03] Speaker A: And he still needs to donate his services for your content. [00:10:07] Speaker B: Exactly. And all. Yeah, there's a lot that goes in behind the scenes. [00:10:10] Speaker A: So is he showing his face or is he just. [00:10:12] Speaker B: Oh, he's showing his face. [00:10:13] Speaker A: Oh, he's showing everything. [00:10:14] Speaker B: Oh, yeah. [00:10:14] Speaker A: Okay. Is he ripped? Is he, like a good ripped guy? [00:10:17] Speaker B: He is. He's athletic. He plays soccer. [00:10:19] Speaker A: Oh, okay. [00:10:19] Speaker B: All week. Yeah. [00:10:20] Speaker A: Oh. Do y' all incorporate other females or other guys into your content? [00:10:25] Speaker B: We have done other females. We haven't recorded that, but we do. Outside of. I haven't done another male, and that's only because I've actually. We've been in talks with another man. [00:10:35] Speaker A: Oh. [00:10:37] Speaker B: For me to play with. [00:10:37] Speaker A: Is this Jason Love? Who is this guy? This is Dread. Who is this? [00:10:40] Speaker B: But you know what's so funny about that is I recently looked up my Reddit, which is always a dangerous place to go search for. [00:10:47] Speaker A: Oh, my God, that's wild. Yeah. Yeah. [00:10:50] Speaker B: And I guess Jason Love was releasing his, like, surprise who he was working with that week. And it was like all the people's guesses were my name. [00:10:58] Speaker A: Oh. [00:10:58] Speaker B: Were like a bunch of it. And I was like, this is so funny. But it wasn't me. I mean, it's not chasing him up. [00:11:06] Speaker A: It was Eva lp, wasn't it that he was. [00:11:09] Speaker B: No, it was not. He has been in the DMs, but it was not him. Oh, it's Somebody not in the industry that. [00:11:17] Speaker A: Yeah, something not industry. [00:11:20] Speaker B: Not industry. [00:11:21] Speaker A: Wow. [00:11:22] Speaker B: Yeah. But was just looking to, like, have some, like, fun and have, you know, get that used experience. [00:11:28] Speaker A: Oh, you said used experience. [00:11:31] Speaker B: Used experience to be used. You know, a girl's dream. A girl can dream. [00:11:37] Speaker A: A girl just wants to be used. [00:11:38] Speaker B: A girl just wants to be used. [00:11:39] Speaker A: Can we help the girls get used? [00:11:43] Speaker B: Absolutely. [00:11:44] Speaker A: Help the girls get used. [00:11:45] Speaker B: Help the girls get used. [00:11:47] Speaker A: That's good. That might be on a TV show or a T shirt or something. [00:11:51] Speaker B: Yeah, yeah. [00:11:52] Speaker A: Okay, so during sex, what's your favorite? How do you like to be used? [00:11:56] Speaker B: Oh, just like, holes filled, slapped, choking, spitting, slapping. [00:12:04] Speaker A: Fair enough. [00:12:05] Speaker B: All of. All of it. [00:12:06] Speaker A: All of the above. [00:12:07] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:12:08] Speaker A: Okay. What's a good smack? Like, give us, like, a technique. Like, how soft? How nice. Should you go hard and then. [00:12:15] Speaker B: No, I don't want. I don't want to be, like, shocked or, like. I don't want to feel, like, that level of sting. [00:12:21] Speaker A: Okay. [00:12:21] Speaker B: I just want a little, like, a little naughty. [00:12:23] Speaker A: Like, a little naughty. [00:12:24] Speaker B: Little, like, you're a little slut. [00:12:27] Speaker A: Okay, good, good. [00:12:28] Speaker B: Like that. [00:12:29] Speaker A: Do you like the, like, the verbal? [00:12:31] Speaker B: Oh, yeah. A little degradation? [00:12:33] Speaker A: Of course. A little degradation. [00:12:35] Speaker B: We took that term back. Sluts and whores. And so, like. Yeah, absolutely. People say that to me in the DMs, and I'm like, stop. I appreciate that you like it when they say, yeah, what's your favorite for being mean. But I love it. [00:12:46] Speaker A: You love it? Like, they're like. They're like, you slut. [00:12:49] Speaker B: You're such a slut. I'm like, damn, thank you. Stop. [00:12:51] Speaker A: Are you trying to turn me on? They're like, I'm a priest. I'm trying to tell you to stop. Stop. [00:12:56] Speaker B: That's exactly what they're trying to do. [00:12:58] Speaker A: And you're like, keep going. [00:12:59] Speaker B: Please stop. You're making me. We. [00:13:02] Speaker A: They're like, stop sending the news. [00:13:03] Speaker B: Please stop. Exactly how it's going down in my DMs. [00:13:08] Speaker A: I like that. That's funny. That's good. What's your go to, like, the phrase that really turns you on? [00:13:15] Speaker B: Ooh, God, that is a hard one. [00:13:19] Speaker A: That's good. [00:13:21] Speaker B: I think the one that always gets me is actually being a good girl. It's the opposite. [00:13:25] Speaker A: Like, he's like, you're being a good girl. [00:13:28] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:13:29] Speaker A: Really? [00:13:29] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:13:30] Speaker A: That's good. I like. That's interesting. Cause it's reversing. [00:13:32] Speaker B: It's revers. I want both. I need a combo. [00:13:35] Speaker A: Is that like, that's during sex? [00:13:38] Speaker B: During. Or like, you Know throughout the day. [00:13:41] Speaker A: Oh, I like that. This is like, throughout the day. I'll just whisper, you're being a real good girl. [00:13:47] Speaker B: Yeah. Oh, yeah. Like that, like, daddy sub dynamic where it's like, you know, like. And it's not always sexual. It's like me hydrating, it's me shooting content, it's me going to the gym. Like, it's all of those things equals me being a good girl. [00:14:02] Speaker A: This. I feel like you're giving some hints. You're giving some. That's a gym. I don't know if I've ever. [00:14:07] Speaker B: You haven't heard that. [00:14:08] Speaker A: I've never said that. [00:14:11] Speaker B: Really? [00:14:12] Speaker A: Not like that. With the sexual connotation. Like, you're being a real good girl. I'm glad you hydrated today. [00:14:20] Speaker B: Try it, Try it. [00:14:22] Speaker A: Oh, I'm telling you, you really ate your vegetables. You're being a good girl. [00:14:26] Speaker B: Exactly. [00:14:28] Speaker A: It's in the memory bank now. [00:14:29] Speaker B: And because it's like multiple things, it's sexual, but it's also like, you care my, like, basic human needs and want me to be my best version of myself that you're like, oh, my God, I'm telling you, you'll get so much pussy that way. [00:14:44] Speaker A: Okay, I'm already. My pussy just went up like 30% of this conversation. [00:14:48] Speaker B: Minimum. [00:14:49] Speaker A: Minimum. Maybe 50. Yeah, maybe mid. Maybe there was a cut right here. I just fucked somebody mid podcast. [00:14:55] Speaker B: I mean, there's so many gorgeous girls here. It's definitely potential. [00:14:59] Speaker A: Okay, so who here are you most wanting to do a collab with? Not that you would, but. [00:15:06] Speaker B: Okay, so I haven't actually seen her here, but I saw a photo of her. [00:15:10] Speaker A: Okay. [00:15:10] Speaker B: That she was here yesterday and I'm totally. I think I know her, like, Instagram name, but not her, like, actual name. [00:15:17] Speaker A: I think I know who you're talking about. [00:15:18] Speaker B: You know who I'm talking about. [00:15:19] Speaker A: Is it vampire? [00:15:20] Speaker B: Yes. [00:15:21] Speaker A: You would want 1000% Chanel. Okay. [00:15:25] Speaker B: Because I. That's telling you I filmed and, like, hooked up with a girl that she's hooked up with too. And so, you know, she's really messaged. We've messaged before to do it. Just hasn't linked up time wise, so. [00:15:39] Speaker A: And then your fans would like each other. That's like. That's like a really good collab. [00:15:42] Speaker B: It's a good match. Yeah, that, like, brunette, thick, curvy, brunette, tanned, you know? [00:15:49] Speaker A: Yeah, exactly. Okay, give us another hint, like another gem for the guys. You already gave me that one with the good girl. [00:15:57] Speaker B: You have anything else for the guys? What they could do for the ladies. [00:16:01] Speaker A: Yeah. What they could do. [00:16:02] Speaker B: Ooh. Hmm. Energy is so important to me. That is like the biggest, biggest thing. Like a safe and loving presence. Like, that goes so far. [00:16:15] Speaker A: Okay. Safe and loving. A lot of. You're right. A lot of people don't do that. [00:16:19] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:16:19] Speaker A: Safe and loving presence. [00:16:20] Speaker B: That and the good girl. Like, game over. [00:16:24] Speaker A: Okay. To see more, they gotta see. They gotta go to your channel, they gotta subscribe. So tell them where you want them to find your channel, your content, all that. [00:16:33] Speaker B: Yeah. Courtney. Tell you on everything. So C o u r T N E Y and T I L L I a Perfect. [00:16:39] Speaker A: Awesome. I'm javi Mac javimacshow.com. this is Kiss and Tell podcast. Thank you so much for joining. That was great. [00:16:47] Speaker B: It was a great time. [00:16:48] Speaker A: Awesome. Thank you so much. [00:16:49] Speaker B: Thank you. [00:16:50] Speaker A: That's good. Hey, thanks, guys. Appreciate love by.